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Reflection from March 12th, 2017 @ Age 35

RE:  MAY AMERICA’S HEART **SOAR** LIKE AN EAGLE—SINCERELY YOURS, CHIEF JUSTICE EYES LIKE A STORM ;0)

6:09am

My Right-eye is twitching, again ;oD

Started last night; and, I do not feel like writing—I feel compelled to write, at the moment, you see?

That’s, the difference…

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Really, though—just to get my eye’ta stop twitching…

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Umm…

I’m sure glad it’s Sunday, and—notably, one’a the Sunday’s of Lent.  Sigh.

I got’a feeling really sick, last night—went to bed at 8pm, even!  Thank God, for the DVR!  Saved me, from havin’ a’miss Scarlett Johansson!

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Sigh…

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I <3 SNL—as, we’ve established.

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So, then, anyway…

I woke up this morning, and felt amazing!  And, then, “I” woke up even MORE—

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And, felt a—may—ZING…

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If you know, what I mean

Yes, MBM-III—> I <3 you, the mostest.

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And, now, I’m ready to go.  Which does feel—amazing.  I mean, I got this eye, right—the right-one, and it’s still twitching…

But, in all honesty—I’d be twitching too, if I were them.

You reap, what you sew, folks—reap, and sew…

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<3

Marissa Kristina Varcho

6:27am

Ohh yeah…

Interesting.  ‘Kay, (1) scenery, and (2) nails—and then, (3) working out, as it relates to same.

So, I been moving sh!t around, again ;oD

YEP, it’s true—you can ask my dad, n’everything…

“What’re you doing up there?”

“…so much, vacuuming…”

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Lol, what do you even say—to, that?

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Ohh, just my quarter—annual, deep, “spring” cleaning—dad…

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Well, that’s what I said…

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It’s true, though—and obviously, you gotta start with vacuuming…

But, then, you get to dusting, right—and once you’re done with THAT, you obviously have to vacuum, again!  And, then, same thing with the ceiling fans—every time you move a piece of furniture, etc. etc.!

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Honestly, of all the things a person could be obsessive-compulsive about—I think the carpet’ll make it, in the end…

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So, anyway—I’ve been doin’ THAT, which has been a huuuuge, project

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But, obviously, as her story goes—it’ll be, totally worth it, in the end ;oD

And, in the VERY, mean time—just gotta keep on, KEEPING on, right?!

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Push ‘em out, PUSH ‘em out—THAT, sort’a thang…

Sigh…

Obviously, in the sense that physical change, here—is a physical manifestation of mental change, which has already, occurred.  And then, also, as it directly relates to my surroundings—I think it’s kinda like this “nesting” concept, as “they” say.

Or, to put it in super, simplistic terms—I am presently not at liberty to leave the house, on most occasions.  So, HENCE—this “alternative,” change of scenery

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Nails…

Lol, ohh yeah…

Sigh, my nails—right?  Just like, THUMB—pointer finger, “middle” finder, RING finger, pinky finger…

Prolly, a forefinger in there—somewhere…

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I’m j/k…

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I mean, they have names, right?

Everything, has a name—these days…

But, anyways…

Ever since, WAY back who-knows when—whenever it was, I first got these “gel” nails…

It’s like, my real nails—started growing, in “funny” directions…

Lol, well—specifically, into the sides of my skin

Like, at the top of the nail, right—assuming, “top” means as short as you can cut your nail ‘cause you’re a writer…

Well, to the left and right, there—of the “top” of the nail…

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Lol, top’a the mornin’ to you TOO ;oD

Lol…

Sigh.  Yeah, right there—in those 10×2 = 20 locations…

Just my finger-nails, though—not my TOE-nails…

But, yeah!  SKIN—with nail, growing into it.   Blechhh!

Drives me crazy, so, but of course—upon myself, I took the liberty, to fix it.  Which, speaking bluntly—entailed, kinda like…

Cutting OFF, the sides of those nails, there—just a teeny lit-tle bit, but…

You’d be surprised, at how “just” a teeny, lit-tle bit—can make, such a HUGE and massive difference!

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What, elsa…?

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Ohh yes, right!  So…

Do the ol’ CLIP the edges, and—then, that’s where you find the irregular NAIL positioning, has caused irregular skin growth patterns, you see…

Ugh.  It’s kinda hard to explain—and, obviously, this is a “simple” allegory relating to something else, which holds great meaning.  But, suffice it to say—it was a very bloody affair, indeed.  But, I’ve been working on it, for some time now—just, EVER since I did my last video’d be, my best educated guess…

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It’s been very, umm…

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Challenging, to say the least—to simultaneously have so much to say, and a VERY teeny, tiny, small select group of human animals…

Who’d, frankly, “just” entirely prefer—that I, do not speak.  CUE, changes in body chemistry—evolution, at her finest…

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Skin rashes, allergic reactions—lactic acid build-up in the top a’ma shoulders; i.e. back there, where the BEASTholds, her burden…

And, then, lastly, but’a course—my eternal gratitude, for the discipline I learned as a competitive gymnast…

Sigh

**<3**

It’s a painful, duty—but, somebody, had’a do it…

Why not, me?

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7:14am

P.S. obviously, there’s more ta that story—but, I’ma go have a ciggy, roll these ouchy-ouchies shoulders on my DICK’s, base-a-ball…

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;oD

Then, shower—err…

Quick bathe, hair, makeup—clothing, lights camera and action…

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Lol…

DO, a video—in essence.

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All my love!

Marissa

7:29am

Ohh, all so…

I cried, last night—when I got into bed, at eight, p.m. (a.k.a. post-mortem?).

And, alas—HENCE, the bow, this morning.

Love, love, LOVE!

Mari’s, and…

—JANE—

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Bahhhahahhaha…

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Whew!

‘Kay!  BATH time—rub a’dub dub…

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As, “they” say ;oD

7:35am

Oh!  Ughhrrr…

And, lastly—lastly…

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We spring FORWARD—“to’day* ;oD

Hip-hip…

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8:23am

BOY, you should see—the colors out, “to’day* ;oD

U2 was right, after ALL—she is beautiful, n’all that sort’a thang…

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**<3**

P.P.S. ciggy—check.  FACE, wash—check!  Dicky’s base-a-ballllll…

—CHECK—

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Nuthin’ left to do, now—BUT, bathe ;oD

9:25am

Ohh yeah—another thing…

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Lol, see!  Once, you *open* it UP ;oD

Okay, so, this thing Ava D. said on Twitter, yesterday—it really, struck me…

Ava D., as in, I’m really bad at names just, generally speaking—all the while noting, though, it’s mostly *just* a memory thang…

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Let’s see

Ava D. as in Oprah’s friend, I think…

Ava D., as in the 13th ;oD

And, Ava D. who potentially just wrapped ‘A Wrinkle in Time,’ with Reese—and, lastly (to the best of my understanding—to-date), Ava D. as in, potentially (also) having worked in one form or another, on one of my most favoritist of favorite a’move a’me’s…

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…of all time—but, we’ll see

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I gotta look it UP, but it was another one’a those ‘Frozen’-like—dual-character roles that they just split in TWO; ‘cause, as ONE—she’d’a been, too complex.

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Okay, so Ava D., who said on Twitter—yesterday, a lit-tle somethin’, like THIS:

“Try’n make art this weekend, if you can.  YOUR beauty, is our defense.”

Which really, struck US—which, I realized, last night, post-cry.

Hmm…

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Lol, actually—I think, that’s IT!

Now, gon’ go dry hair—then, watch SNL, with Scarlett!

And, if there’s more to the story, rest ASSURED—I’ll be back ;oD

12:59pm

DuVernay…

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Lol, I’m horrible at names, generally speaking—as I said…

But, *Moffat* is a hard one—to FORGET ;oD

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