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Reflection from November 30th, 2016 @ Age 35

RE:  GODS & GODDESSES ;oD

Ohh my God…

I feel sick.  Whoa…

One sec…

Ughhhl…

It came on, so fast—although at the same time, it didn’t.  It was like a child who is so engaged in play, in such a positive way—that they feel the sensation that they have to pee, but ignore it ‘cause they’re so entranced in play.  And then, you know what happens!  Well, that was me ;o(

‘Cept, substitute ‘work-that-I-love’ for “play”—and ‘psychological-nausea’ for “pee.”  Ughhlll…

Okay, I have two fortunes—from which Dietrich is waiting on cookies ;0)

I’ll be back shortly…

Later

Here it is:

“Let someone know how special they are to you.”

The other one, was the magical ‘whatever-you-want-it-to-be’ fortune ;0)

I.e. no fortune contained within physical shell of cookie, so utilize your imagination (lol, you know what I mean!).  I feel sick still though—in a very strange way…

In the way I used to feel, kind of—when ughhl…

The thought alone, in combination with this feeling!  Ughhl…

How I used to feel when I’d drink alcohol first, ughhl—and then, smoke pot.  Ughhl…

And then, inevitably—throw up!

;oD

One sec…

I’ma go take my ‘motion-sickness-with-need-to-lie-down’ remedy and see if it helps.  I may or may not be back tonight—depending.  Ughhl…

I thought of Marshall with that fortune—and I absolutely get the feeling political people are wondering where I am and what I’m doing

Ughhl, I think it was a non-XR Adderall too close to wine with Chinese for dinner—combined with obsessive-compulsive cleaning/organization.  And then I felt sick, but I didn’t wanna stop ‘cause it was going along so effectively efficient—and now, I pay for that decision.  Things are lookin’ good though!

;oD

Okay, remedy and probably bedtime!  Ughhl…

Later

Ohh yeah, last thing though—I feel super sensitive to light too right now, like, all of a sudden.  So I gotta take this remedy and turn off all the lights—but, I’m pretty sure that detail’s important!

Later

Alright, remedies are processing under my tongue, and I feel like I’ma die—in the sense that it hurts, but once I dang on turn off the lights and lay down, I’ll be fine.

Just real quick though, I also just remembered that I didn’t fall asleep ’til like 6am this morning—‘cause I was all excited about my TCOB post at like 1am, and really feelin’ the love in response (telepathically—of course!).

Alright—gotta pee and go to bed already!

—BYE—!