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Reflection from November 28th, 2001 @ Age 20

RE:  THE LONG PATH TOWARDS ENLIGHTENMENT BEGINS WITH SIMPLE QUESTIONS.

You know those times you sometimes go through when you just feel like a horrible excuse for a human being?  Well this is definitely one of those times…or at least one of those days!  I just finished reading Little Alters Everywhere and it made me realize how very materialistic I am which sucks, because I don’t want to be like that at all you know.  But then it’s like, how do I not be like that?  How do you change and where do you begin?  Aww who knows these things you know?  If it were only that simple.

And I feel like I have lost Lizzy for good to Lowa and overall evil in general and it sucks.  I feel like I have been betrayed by a friend, but at the same time I feel like I haven’t been the best of friends myself.  Ugh!