Reflection from November 28th, 2001 @ Age 20
RE: THE LONG PATH TOWARDS ENLIGHTENMENT BEGINS WITH SIMPLE QUESTIONS.
You know those times you sometimes go through when you just feel like a horrible excuse for a human being? Well this is definitely one of those times…or at least one of those days! I just finished reading Little Alters Everywhere and it made me realize how very materialistic I am which sucks, because I don’t want to be like that at all you know. But then it’s like, how do I not be like that? How do you change and where do you begin? Aww who knows these things you know? If it were only that simple.
And I feel like I have lost Lizzy for good to Lowa and overall evil in general and it sucks. I feel like I have been betrayed by a friend, but at the same time I feel like I haven’t been the best of friends myself. Ugh!