Reflection from September 4th, 2012 @ Age 31
RE: THE REBIRTH OF CONSCIOUSNESS VIA TRANSCENDENCE OF FEAR.
Had a curious dream last night. I was in California, and I was with or without Cooper out in a public commercial area with restaurants, shops, etc. and a shooter came by and all scrambled, including me, but I took too long drawing attention to myself, and just before the shooter finished up, he came to me and stood in front of me, as I crouched, huddled down against the pavement I shielded my mind with closed eyes and felt as his semi-automatic pelted me across the face, back and forth over my eyes, through and through my brain, and all became warm and my consciousness just melted away and all became dark. And then light again came and I remembered what had happened but I feared not. I was not scared; I was clear and clean and ready to begin once again. And that was it.