Reflection from March 20th, 2008 @ Age 26
RE: THE REQUISITE CHARACTER & FITNESS TO BE A LAWYER.
I just don’t want to give up my sweet sweet self to play in some goddamn game I don’t even care to play in the first place. If I have to give myself up just to be a lawyer, then a lawyer is not what I want to be. That process would be completely damaging to my search for truth, I would only begin living a lie once more. I do not want to give myself up just so that I can be a lawyer. Nothing is more important than my search for truth; and within that search, the quest to discover my genuine being. Nothing is more important than truth. I do not want to change myself just to fit into lawyer-land. I do not want to change myself for anyone other than myself. I just don’t. I don’t know why, I cannot explain in further detail, I just am not willing to throw myself aside just so I can jump into the line of fire.